Please don't get me wrong when I write about the divorce on here. The good outweighs the bad because I don't let the negative side get to me. I don't let all of the bad things that do happen get to me. Things could be so much worse in my opinion so I just continue to roll with the punches and keep on trucking. There's no use in getting all worked up or wasting my time crying over a situation that I can't fix.
Only a few more days until Blissdom 12. The one thing that I worry about most, besides the flying part yikes!, is that I've put everything out there and while I know not every one at Blissdom will have read my blog, let alone have even heard about it, that they/you will have an opinion already before even meeting me. You know? "Oh. There's the girl going through a divorce & already dating". Things.Like.That.
Also? While I AM outgoing and can make best friends with a tree. Throw me in a room with tons and tons of women and you might as well just cut my feet off and my lungs out because I am 95% sure I'm going to hyperventilate and not know what to say or do. or think!
I'm worried that if I'm sitting in the corner or at a table alone people will think I'm stand offish but really, I'm terrified. I'll most likely make small talk and then clam up until someone opens me up.
Like many others, I feel like it's the first day of high school.
What am I going to wear? What do I talk about? Where am I even going?
You're taking this big city girl and throwing her into a country town full of other women, some of who I've followed for years & look up to, that I've never met before. I am kind of freaking out!
So if you see me just tell me to breath.
I'll be the one glued to her hot pink iPhone and trying not to pass out.
Two weeks until my sweet baby girl is ONE. Two weeks.
I was warned that time would go by quickly and before I know it she will be running around.
Moms, you were right. I was so anxious to get her walking and talking that now I want time to just stand still so she can stay this little forever.
K is walking now. Little steps until she realizes what she's doing and plops down.
She's saying tons of things including thank you, bye, buh bye, GiGi, Mama, Daddy, KiKi (for cat), and BaBa (bottle).
Dancing is her favorite thing to do, she knows all of the buttons on her toys that play music and will hit it just to dance. She also hums while dancing when nothing is playing. Always a mover & a shaker.
I recently found out that she dances in her car seat to "Good Feeling" by Flo Rida. It is the funniest thing ever and I am trying to catch her time to get a video lol
K is wearing a size 18months in clothes and a size 4 shoe.
Still in size 3 diapers.
Eats every thing we eat besides peanut butter. I'm not trying that until she's at least 2.
Jello isn't a favorite of hers but she does love vanilla pudding apparently.
Loves her mini pancakes and maple cinnamon bites.
Throwing books instead of reading them is a favorite as well. Along with watching Phineas and Ferb.
What? it was the only show on one day that was a semi decent cartoon lol
This time last year I was trying any and everything to get that baby out. I couldn't wait to meet my precious little girl and now I couldn't imagine a life without her.